You reading this post right now proves that you're a
netizen - that you have this virtual life where you're most likely a different person than who you are in "
real" life. I'm not saying it's a bad thing; just like me, you could be more comfortable here. Just like Penny.
Personally, I think Penny and I have a lot in common: she's this regular, quiet, and clumsy teenager (might not pass the "teenager" category anymore but that's not the point here) who loves taking photos (definitely me) and embarrasses herself more than an average person does (holaaaa!). But unlike me, she has this growing blog called "Girl Online" where she stayed anonymous and expressed herself freely there. Most importantly, she has this panic attacks and anxiety problem which deprives her from a lot of opportunities - such as flying to New York for a very important business trip for her family.
It's hard to deny that her character is hugely inspired by the author's life herself.
Zoe Sugg, better known as Zoella, is a blogger turned YouTuber with 9 Million+ subscribers (as of the time I posted this). Living the life of a blogger with anxiety issues has "Zoella" written all over it. This is what makes her relate-able to a lot of her readers. She shows the world that she's a person, too. That no matter hard it is to believe, she's not perfect. She breaks this distorted image that social media builds creating the illusion of a perfect life.
Okay, it's hard to deny that I'm a fan of Zoella. But I'll try to make my book review as objective as I could.
Speaking of, I haven't finished my short (?) description of the book yet...
With the help of her family and best friend, she overcomes her panic attacks. This leads her to meeting Noah. But what she doesn't know is that Noah has a secret life as well, just like how she's secretly "Girl Online".
I don't want to tell more because I might spill some of the twists of the story. But here's the summary at the back of the book (
SPOILER ALERT!!!) :
Penny has a Secret.
Under the alias Girl Online, Penny blogs her hidden feelings about friendship, boys, high school drama, her quirky family, and the panic attacks that have begun to take over her life, When things go from bad to worse at school, her parents accept an opportunity to whisk the family away for Christmas at the Waldorf Astoria in New York City. There, Penny meets Noah, a gorgeous, guitar-strumming American. Suddenly Penny is falling in love - and capturing every moment she spends with "Brooklyn Boy" on her blog.
But Noah has a secret, too, one that threatens to ruin Penny's cover - and her closest friendship - forever.
An instant New York Times bestseller in hardcover, this heart-felt coming-of-age novel perfectly captures the highs and lows of first love, friendship, and growing up in the digital age.
So the summary spilled a lot more details than I did. But it's better that they did instead of me, right?
WHY I BOUGHT THE BOOK
To be completely honest, I bought it because of Zoella. I watch her vlogs almost everyday and I keep on hearing about her first novel and I was pretty excited to get my hands on one. Sadly, I got a copy days before she released the
second book. So every one else in the world has read it already when I got my hands on it. I got the paperback, and I was honestly disappointed at first because I want the hardcover so bad (mainly because it's like a "collectible" for Zoella items). But the thought of
finally being able to read the first book was more overwhelming and important. :)
WHAT I THINK ABOUT THE STORY
I love Zoella, but I think it's predictable. Well, not
so predictable that I already know what will happen step by step in the story, but in a way that I already have an idea on how the story will end - that Penny and Noah will still be together despite the circumstances (
major spoiler). I'm sorry, but I think the story follows this overused formula/stages - (1) girl goes through a lot, (2) girl meets boy, (3) they are initially happy, (4) something threatens their relationship (most likely to be a
someone or a
secret), (5) fights, (6) then gets back together by this grand gesture you see in the movies.
But, this doesn't discourage me to finish the book. It still gives me that giggly feeling because Noah + Penny's adventures still put a smile on my face. The story still makes me grip the book and read faster to know what happens next. It's a nice breath of sunshine that puts me to sleep with a smile on my face. :)
Also, I love how this book is so
now. It discusses issues about living in the internet - how it could make you happy and make new friends, but also how it could isolate yourself from people in your "real" life and the effects of cyber bullying. Most importantly, it gives people who experience panic attacks or anxiety an idea on how to handle it, and it teaches people how to help them. Also, Penny will show her readers how to handle cyber bullying especially when it has already affected your "real" life.
But please don't hate me for saying this -- I think Zoe could have done a better job in discussing panic attacks, especially that she experiences this herself. Don't get me wrong -- I still learned a lot about this in her book. But it seems to me like she just inserted the panic attacks in some chapters and you'll completely forget about it when she's with Noah. But maybe that's the point, that people close to you could help you overcome anxiety.
I also had a hard time wrapping my head around the concept that her family is flawless. Let's be real here: no family is perfect. There was no point in the book where any of her family members argued. It just feels so good to be true, that it's not relateable in that level anymore. I have a complete family and I love all of them, but there are times where we argue but we still know that we love each other.
WHAT I THINK ABOUT THE BOOK (CONSTRUCTION, MARKETING, ETC)
Considering that this is Zoe's first book, I have to praise her for doing a good job. But as a reader, I wasn't transported to Penny's world that effectively. For me, her description of the characters' surroundings and emotions lacks
a little bit.
For the book cover, this might be the best cover in all the books that I have in my shelf so far! I really screams "ZOE" to me whenever I look at it. It really feels like a peg for a blog design for me. And being a story about a blogger, it makes sense.
I am not doubting Zoe's skills and I believe that she deserves all the recognition her book gathered - but let's admit that she being the author gave her an instant market.
Despite all of this, I am looking forward to her next book;
Girl Online: On Tour. For one, I am curious how "Girl Online" (blog) will be in jeopardy while she's on tour with Noah. Second, I honestly want to see Zoe's improvement as an author.
WOULD I RECOMMEND THE BOOK?
If you want a fun, light story to put a smile on your face, then yes!
I'm not just saying this because I'm a fan of Zoella, but because the book actually gave me good vibes for the whole 5 days I was reading it. I read the book every night after work, and it gave me something to get me through the day.
Most importantly, it discusses the unique issues of growing in this digital age. I know there are a lot of victims of cyber bullying, and Penny here will show you how to stand against it. So if you are or was a victim, then do grab yourself a copy.
DISCLAIMER:
All that I have written are my opinion (except for the summary written at the back of the book, ofcourse). This is not a sponsored post (no matter how cool that would've been!). I tried to make this post as objective as I could (though I must admit that there's a bit of bias here). I have written this to help other readers to get an idea what to read next. I am in no way a professional book critic (but who knows? maybe one day...).